my mum actually quarrel with my dad over television. ( -_-)lll
that is the problem when both of them are so free and doesn't employ the tv's function to record show. what is the point of us changing it to cable tv that allows you to record shows?

my mum has the whole day to check when her programme timing is and record it. she doesn't do it. she wants to watch it when it starts and ends.
my dad isn't much better. the moment he comes home, he takes the remote and change the channel in the midst of the show my mum wants to watch.

i just want to laugh. one is a technical idiot and the other is an arrogant ass that doesn't know how to share.
never watch tv at my house because you will never get to watch it. thus, i am always at my laptop, typing this post.

This is the Kuroshitsuji live event and I have 3 comments after watching it.

1 - Stop flirting, you 41 year old OLD man and referring to Yusa Kouji. This is not socially acceptable (by my standard.)
Well, he said his introduction in this really devilish voice 'ya, everyone~~ to those on the second deck, sorry~~ that i didn't walk through there. ran mao isn't here so i am a bit lonely. maybe i should bring one of you back later~~~' then, everyone just went 'KYAAAAA~~~~~~~'
i am not very familiar with kuroshitsuji and the character called lau. i believe he is doing a ab-lib as lau so not as naughty as i said.

2 - Yusa, did you get fat? Probably the hairstyle makes him look so.

3 - Speaking of hairstyle, Nontan, you are one amazing guy. How did you managed to keep the same hairstyle for 4 whole years from 2005 to 2009 since Bleach sonic 2005.

After this video, there is a section in which they totally destroyed Sebastian's image by adding weird things to live voice acting. For example, being a kappa or a robotic butler. In this section, Ono Daisuke(Sebastian) is very cute. He just keep going 'this is my corner so i will do as i like.' In the end, you will realize one thing. Yusa Kouji and Yasumoto Hiroki are two really vocal guys. You hear their voices all the time.
Nontan, as usual, just sits there and fold his arms. If Inoue Kazuhiko is around, he probably will say Sugiyama is asleep again.

my conclusion is seiyuu are indeed paid to talk. yuuchan and yasu kun are doing a good job.

</div>when i saw the video, it is simply O_O....

in words, it is 'mad man'.

parents are stupid but they refuse to admit that they are dumb. while thinking they are smart, they pester us with questions and say we are dumb if we can't answer them. 

they don't know everything and the same goes with us.
what the fucking hell does she think i know everything.    she once asked me to look at her medical report which is all these medical terms that even a nurse wouldn't understand. then she said 'you are a university undergrad, you should know'

i looked at her and said, 'you are dumber than i thought you were.'

my mum rather use a pre-paid card for her handphone and refuse to use a line no matter what i tell her. then she keep wanting me to do her top-up which she can do herself.

then she left it aside without using it and her line now is dead.   (there is an expiry date for pre-paid card)
so she asked me 'what does the phone tell her'?'   it is something along the line 'the user is not available.'
i told her 'i don't know; and she exploded, saying me i am useless.

mad woman. just shut the fuck up.    (how i wish i can just say this right in her face but i can't. i can only plug my earphone and blast gackt's music into my ears while trying to lose the tension within me by this post.)

although i do like america's cute high pitch voice but his voice or should i say i was never and am not impressed with katsuyuki konishi's singing voice.

Japan, England's CD are great for every track. France has 1 track like i like. for america, looks like his is just plain crack....

i had a lecture on storing food and i said this really dumb thing to my friend.

well, this is what i heard. first thing first, there is this shopping street in singapore called 'orchard' because the road that runs through it is orchard road. now on the story.

lecturer: 'we need to pre-cool the fruits or any harvest.  pre-cool is to remove the heat from the harvest as soon as possible. this is because once you remove the fruit, for example the apple, then put it into this nice basket of you. then you walk down the orchard slowly to look for other nice apples. the heat from the sunlight and at room temperature, it will cause increase in respiration of plant blah blah~~~'

me: 'why go to orchard (road) to buy apple?'

my friend: 'the farmer lah'

me: 'oh~~~~'


ya, this shows that even if you are listening doesn't mean you always get what the teacher means.

seems like i am surrounded with bastards who speaks their mind too much without thinking.
even if we are all in university and university is a place that prides itself to nurture people into thinking people who can speak out loud.

but...... not brainless people who speaks without constraint. speaking their mind without considering how it hurts people is as good as not thinking either.

i bought a comic that is simply heavy everyday life. i was reading it in class and this guy (who i seriously hate because he acts big. i hate man who feel women should act small. i like to crush the pride of such men. XD)
and yes, this man.... he said it is shota-con. which i don't read and reject totally. i hate anything that uses child in a sexual way. it is simply wrong and disturbing.   then he said it is boring when i described about it to him.    

i was rather pissed already. i told him to shut up and i didn't buy books for the sake of lending people. i buy comics for myself to read. i buy things i like. neither did i recommend you the book and you can just fucking shut up and read something else you like. not that i care.

ok, next is the review. XD



Title: Flat  

Story: It revolves around a high school boy and his elementary cousin. no , no. not yaoi. i disagree with child sex. it is wrong.
either way, it is a really sweet story of how their interaction makes the high school boy learn that he need to consider for others before making a move. then it is the boy learning how to speak his mind as he is too quiet.

Comment: I think it is just sweet!!  you might find it boring since it is slice of life and does not have crazy humor.
i personally do enjoy slow paced stories like this with a slight touch of humor.  but somehow, i don't like Nana. hmmmmm

it is how one guy, who is always in his own world, change to accommodate and care more for others. then, it is about a kid whose parents are always busy. he found someone who does realize how much he has to tolerate and bear with being alone. someone who changed the way he talks and avoid any comments that will hurt him.  
basically whatever i chose not to do.    i like things that contradicts me.

i won't deny that the male lead and his friends are eye candies as well.   that is if you like this artstyle as much as i do. we don't all have the same taste. this is a relatively thin way of drawing but i am not a artist. =P

first my mum piss me off as usual. i don't know why she is such a busybody and her itchy fingers, feel like snapping them off.
why?

i helped my friend buy her DS. when i came back, i left it on the table. my mum saw it and came into my room, wanting to open it.
she went 'so rich. what you buy' and started to open the bag.

i went 'IT DOES NOT BELONG TO ME!! DON'T TOUCH IT!!!'

I could  have been nicer but i am too tired to play nice. i was at my friend's house, 5 hours straight to write an essay. my back ache and my  arms numbed
i have to come home to see her touching things that doesn't belong to me. .
she doesn't like me touching her stuff so what gives her rights to touch mine.
what piss me off is her first sentence is 'you are so rich.'
fucking hell i am not.        this is the second reason why i don't want her to touch.
she probably wouldn't believe that i bought it for my friend first. she will think it is mine and she will say "YOU ARE SO RICH'

then she hit my butt and say 'you are so rude'

........................................................ she doesn't get the message at all. dumb.



however, there are better things for me to do than get mad. tried to get those rubber thing to cover my laptop keypad because mine is beyond hope. it is just dirty.
then the ink are off. i cannot even see the key 'A'
so i asked the shop what to do. he said 'this is the first time i seen a keypad in this state. you type very fast and a lot, right?' 

ya, i am in art and social sciences after all. what do you think i do 24/7?

in the end, i need to resort to keypad stickers. quite a crazy amount of colours, need to get used to it. staring at the letters confuse me more than i don't.

what makes me laugh is he has never seen a keypad in my kind of state. lol.. is that a compliment or insult?

my brother just can't stop being a bitch. he just makes me so mad.

he suddenly want to stop the current internet and switch to the so-called free one with the cable tv.
it is free because it is slow like shit.

what i am angry is he just decides to do whatever he likes.
he doesn't even discuss with me. he is not the only one paying and using it.
what gives him the rights to just go ahead with his decision?
where are my rights to say no?

so i told him. 'fine. i will pay for it and you are not allowed to use the internet next time. stick your ass to aunt's house and never come back.'

Name: Ookami/Ôkami.   (lit. wolf) which in Japanese mythology, often associated with god/ kami. so yes, basically this game is related to gods found in Shinto mythologies. 

Storyline: Some idiot took out the sword that sealed a damn powerful demon (eight headed dragon) and unleashed its curse over the whole world. The world is barren like hell and a wolf statue is turned into the goddess 'Amaterasu' (Amaterasu is a sun goddess)
So you travel the world as Ammy and Issun to save or restore the world. 

Comment:
Basically, I like the art style. I think it is simple but beautiful. Ammy is a gorgeous creature.

Overall, unless you get used to drawing a straight line fast enough with a Wii, you will hate this game. This game is originally designed for PS2 so yes, you can control the drawing easily with your nimble fingers. When you played this on Wii and try controlling with your arm. Well, unless you are a Chinese calligraphy master with Wii, you probably will start cursing. That is because I was cursing all day yesterday, it doesn't help better when people around me just start criticising me and laughing. It makes me feel like throwing the controller into their face. yes, i can't take criticism because i am childish.

Once you start getting used to drawing, it looks promising as a game. (that is provided you do like slow paced game.) it is a perfect game for me as i am those people who takes their own sweet time to play.     i am on the third day of the second week of The world ends with you 1 month ago and I am still am on the third day
If You prefer fast paced game like Devil May cry or Resident Evil, you should just turn around and look for other games.

My friend was complaining it is boring and I had to switched to Obscure, watching them hack on monsters. When I wanted to play again, my cousin came in and I had to go back to Obscure again. Basically, I had only managed to clear the first village. It might look like a boring game as it is a huge place in the first village and conversations are long. you need to repeat conversation as well.    i thought i got the hang of it but i have no time to make sure i did. so now school is kicking in with datelines so i can't.      and i am not going back to her house because they are so shit and  i hate her bbq.   
well, i bought an anti-social game so i will leave it un-played because you insulted me and i am childish.  i love wasting your money.




ok, let me lose it out here. i am going to complain from here on. so yes, review ends here.

i don't have any place else to lose it up so allow me to. (you may leave)
no one listens to me and that makes me want to cry but i can't cry either. i can't shout back at them. all i did was show a pissed face or just 1 angry sentence back and everyone just gang up against me. i suddenly is the bad girl in the neighbourhood who is just let out of jail.  everyone else can lose their temper and i am not allowed to? what is this unfair treatment?


I wish I have my own Wii and tv so no one can tell me what to do. I was trying to figure out this game on the first day I bought it but i couldn't even finish my tutorial because my aunt complains it is socially unfriendly and my brother complains it is boring. when i wanted to try it yesterday during a BBQ, which is a seriously bad choice, everyone just keep chipping in how lousy i am in controlling or it is boring.     sigh........................  i just hates BBQ in general. i have nothing to eat and i can't even play my games.

then my friend tells me it is too ex to buy a Wii for myself. the problem now is not the money, I can always save and decide later but the problem now is no one is giving me time to play it.  first my aunt, my bro then it is my friend and all my other relatives.      they even tell me the games i play on my ds is boring.............      did i buy a DS for them or for myself?        i don't get the joke if it was ever one. 

why it is that i am so  unappreciated by people? i am accused of being selfish and hogging (did i spell it correctly. ah heck it) the television.
my brother tells me i played it long enough when he was playing resident evil all morning, my friends played obscure and RE all afternoon.
i am so angry every single day, just like how i was in primary school when everyone call me a pig. now i am childish and hell yeah i am. i will show you how fucking selfish and childish i am. you mother fucker shits.  

one thing i hate most is people touching my face and anywhere around the hips. not because i am tickish (which i am)   but i just don't like it. why? hands are dirty so no touching my face where pimples can pop out.
then it is the hip. mainly because i will jump. shoulders are fine but my mum don't get the message.

i came back from school from a long long day and a shit day with japanese mid term test. i am rather pissed since i might failed since the summary part will probably flunk me.

so i came into the house after a long ride stuck in the traffic jam. i just want to sit down and watch resident evil 4 walkthrough. i want to see leon and his sexy butt. then my ass mum decided to be a nuisance. what she did?
she decided to touch my stomach and said 'you are getting fat. there is a stomach.'
'don't touch me'


fat................ whatever. shut up.  
i have been called fat all my life so no big deal. i am more interested in cholesterol level than weight.

because for some reason, i get confused easily by my best friend.
i have my teachers, every single one repeating in their lectures last week that this week is holiday.

however, just 1 sentence from my best friend (who is in a different university) 'is recess week next week?'

i went from 'eh..... HUH!! if my holiday this week or next week?!!'
i asked my brother and he went 'you are year 3 already. you still don't know whish week is school holiday?'

think i trust people too much. i should learn to doubt people.



when i asked my brother, he played a trick on me. he is staying at my aunt's house so i send him a message 'is school holiday this week?'
he sent back 'who are you?'
so i thought maybe he changed his number without telling me.
so i send back 'if you are not my brother, i apologize gravely'
then he say 'ya. you are year three already still don't know when is holiday.'
'.....................................asshole. stop acting like an idiot'


AHHHHH, i trust people too easily. damn!!

what is seriously fucking wrong with my mum?
you like that son of a bitch so much. you can keep him.

teaching a son of a bitch tuition with no discipline at all.
he is lying from day 1 i started the tuition till today when he is still failing.

he throws a paper out of my window. (which is against the law here in singapore) and he's lucky i only live on the third floor or he killed someone, it is his fucking fault.

he walks into my house without even knocking. this is my house, not your's.
my best friend, who has visited my house for 9 years, still knock and refuse to come in until someone invites him. tells me where this child learnt all his manners because he has a different set from the norms.


then, my mum says if he is improving. lent him my manga. MY MANGA!!! MY MOST IMPORTANT THING.
and what did the fucker did?   he caused the side to be all folded in. can you imagine it?
i told him he spoilt them, his first reaction was 'i didn't and not a 'sorry'.     i, the owner, is saying they are spoilt and you are not apologizing.

'......................................'
then my mum comes in and lecture me that i should just give in. by his standard, it isn't spoiled.
WHY IS IT BY HIS STANDARD? WHO IS THE OWNER OF THE BOOK HERE'?
I told my mum to fuck off as well. she can take over the job as well.

she says i am not communicating with the child so that's why he is failing?
my job is a teacher, not a social worker. WHY THE FUCK I NEED TO COMMUNICATE WITH THE CHILD? HE NEED A ADVISOR, GO TO A MENTAL HOSPITAL


don't tell me he is still a kid. if he doesn't learnt now, he will always be such a goner case.

my mum is more of a fucking case as well. don't come in and disturb me in the midst of my translation to talk to me about an arrogant kid, then tell me i think i am right all the time. what is her problem? I am listening to music on earpiece means i don't want to be disturbed and she doesn't get the message?   the worse is when i am studying. i am going to start locking my room from now on, you fuckers.

my brother is so fucking rude i want to stab him.

i closed my door and a closed door means you are not allowed to enter without permission.
so what he does, he open my door, slam it to the side of the wall. SING AT THE TOP OF HIS LUNG, take a piece of tissue then go out again.

then go out after disturbing me.

i complained to my mum and my mum say 'this is because you don't chat with him so he is looking for attention.'

so pissing me more is his way to get attention?

pervert. why do i need to chat with him?
he doesn't have friends?   he has a lot of msn friends, still not enough?
i hardly get to chat with xueling too so why does he need such negative attention from me?

irritating. i am going to lock my door from now on if he doesn't know what is basic manners.

i was listening to it. yes, i am slow in whatever trends that happen in this world like 2 beats. it is usually when the craze is dying out then i notice it.

this time is for a japanese speech i need to write on singapore's social problems.
so i asked my friend on a singlish sentence which my mind block is refusing to help me. (the truth is i am damn good at singlish but i can't think of a good example)
he directed me to mr brown show.

i was laughing my ass off when i heard it. it is too funny.
it reminds me of how my cousin speaks but the standard english is horrible too. that accent!!

you win already lor, still got how? 你赢了lor。还能怎样?
direct translation from mandarin, wow.

next is hetalia.
i made xueling draw again for my favorite pairing. not to mention i make her re-draw 2 times... =P