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yaoi games

Sun, 08 Nov 2009 05:56:30 GMT

i got back into the mood of playing kichiku megane again. you probably know i talked about it before......so why am i talking about it again?
stress is building up because exams are coming in 2 weeks time. i want to distress by ~~watching man rape man.~~ simply because there are no uke yusa jobs for last month or this month at all. i am badly deprived of yusa kouji's lustful voice.......
(　「＿「)

and then, the last time i played this was like 3, 4 months ago and i only did 1 route out of the 31 endings. (i wasn't paying attention to what is happening in other routes.)
hence, this time instead of midou X N. Katsuya. i did Megane Katsuya X Midou for both Kichiku and Kichiku R.

katsuya seems sweet in the picture but.... you will shocked if you play KM. you will fully understand what is the meaning of 'men are beast'.

Let's just say megane Katsuya in Kichiku is a 100% bastard. i thought midou is horrid in the midouXkatsuya route but megane katsuya is way worse. (ah duh! that's why the game is called 'kichiku' = brutal)

back to the topic, what he did was purely unforgivable. katsuya just does whatever he likes. he doesn't even give people a change to turn away. at the very least, midou give N. katsuya a choice that he can leave anytime.

megane katsuya just goes around drugging people, raping midou, video taped it and threaten him with the video.
then he decided to crush midou by locking midou up for days then confess to him. ( of course, midou is already in a withdrawn state on the verge of breaking down. i am amazed that he did hear katsuya's confession.)
one year later, midou decided he love megane katsuya too.
( -_-)............................ this game is totally nonsensical.

kichiku megane R makes more sense. In Kichiku megane, M. KatsuXMidou is just intense but in R, the scenes are so sweet and soft with a complete 180 degree switch.

Kichi R starts off with these two being a couple and co-founder of a new rising company. M. Katsuya met up with his childhood friend who started the bullying when he was young. he became agitated and lost. he doesn't let midou know since he wouldn't want his girlfriend to see his weak side. midou supported katsuya in his own way. despite being raped or almost fully raped, he managed to get katsuya to stop before he do anything he will regret.   (of course, we are the ones who choose if katsuya rape or do not rape the rapist back.)

i just find it so funny that megane katsuya can tame the proud and arrogant midou so much. midou display a complete different aura from the one in first game. he still has this proud aura but not because he look down on you but simply a sense of satisfaction that you are here with him. he doesn't seem as cold as well. actually, as long as katsuya isn't there in KM 1, midou is any normal salaryman you see.    as KM 1 proceed, midou changed from a tiger to a cat that shiver and run at the site of M. Katsuya.

although i keep saying midou is arrogant but from the way midou work, i have to say midou just seems to be arrogant and direct it towards Katsuya only. basically, midou works with the basic principles and rules set by the company. however, he does change accordingly to situation. the thing to note is he speaks up for his subordinates if it is not in their wrong. an arrogant boss probably won't do anything. he told katsuya in the face that it is katsuya who is not picking up the phone and not fujida fault that he is not informed.     M. katsuya need some anger management.

my god

Sat, 07 Nov 2009 11:25:31 GMT

</div>when i saw the video, it is simply O_O....

in words, it is 'mad man'.

parents are irritating

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 13:14:02 GMT

parents are stupid but they refuse to admit that they are dumb. while thinking they are smart, they pester us with questions and say we are dumb if we can't answer them.

they don't know everything and the same goes with us.
what the fucking hell does she think i know everything.    she once asked me to look at her medical report which is all these medical terms that even a nurse wouldn't understand. then she said 'you are a university undergrad, you should know'

i looked at her and said, 'you are dumber than i thought you were.'

my mum rather use a pre-paid card for her handphone and refuse to use a line no matter what i tell her. then she keep wanting me to do her top-up which she can do herself.

then she left it aside without using it and her line now is dead.   (there is an expiry date for pre-paid card)
so she asked me 'what does the phone tell her'?'   it is something along the line 'the user is not available.'
i told her 'i don't know; and she exploded, saying me i am useless.

mad woman. just shut the fuck up.    (how i wish i can just say this right in her face but i can't. i can only plug my earphone and blast gackt's music into my ears while trying to lose the tension within me by this post.)

moon child (movie)

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 13:19:06 GMT

like the picture? because i do. it has everything i want to see. yaoi + blood + 2 sexy men + death = emo is my favorite food. XD

this is from a movie called moon child. it is about japan's economy has collapsed and poor japanese immigrant forced to somewhere in china. then, gackt played a orphan who rise up in the mafia world with kei, his vampire friend. at first, it was just silly and gackt is basically like dante from devil may cry. never too old to be immature. gradually, it is just sad, sad, sad....

i have intended to cheer myself up because it is just madness this and next week. oral and listening this week + a presentation. 1 essay and final test for japanese next. then it is reading week and final exams for 4 modules. my life sounds like shit. sometimes i just wish i am back to the days that all i need to worry about is my part time job. school is worse than part timer. i can seriously understand why neeters in japan is increasing. it is a life you live for the day and live the next as it comes. it is less stressful when you have to plan everything out. when one fail, it is as if the world falls apart.

however, this movie is far from cheerful.... the beginning, well. yes but halfway through, it is depressing.
oh well, i always like theme like this. some said this movie is a waste. i think it is pretty good. there are worse movies out there, people. don't be picky when you can't act yourself. look on the good sides. there are 2 tasty men on it.

game: dementium the ward

Wed, 28 Oct 2009 14:50:40 GMT

Title: Dementium the Ward

Story: if the picture disturbs you, it is meant to be. You are a patient admitted into hospital. One night you woke up to an empty hospital and everywhere is just stained with blood. (interestingly, not on the ceiling.) you have to fight for your life alone. (not exactly alone. there will be some people alive. one will die and you can get his gun. ) fight zombie and run from cockroaches.

comment: i managed to get to chapter 3 pretty easily. i have to say horror game is really bad for the heart. it is probably the music. you are made to listen to your heartbeat and when you are dying, the speed increase. it makes me really anxious to the point i am breathing really deeply like i am doing yoga. so bad on my heart..... this game has a weird save system. it saves at the door you enter within each chapter and brings you back to the door. however, if you died before you enter the next chapter, whatever you save is gone. it brings you back to the start of the chapter, not to your last save point. (sucks, doesn't it?) if you in for a good scare, you can try it. XD

Oishii Karada

Sat, 24 Oct 2009 14:57:21 GMT

Oishii Karada

Pairing: HIyama Nobuyuki X Morikawa Toshiyuki (i am so gladful it is not the other way round. hiyama's moaning is just disturbing...)

Story: 'morikawa' is the owner of a sweet shop and his shop is facing economic difficulty. 'hiyama' is an elite of this company and bought over the building morikawa's shop is in. (I am not too sure if he used his power in the company or his own saving.) very typical but of course, i give 'hiyama' my respect for not making some stupid request like 'i saved your shop so in return, give me your body' i hate it when seme says that. you bastard of a beast.

comment: i like the younger brother of 'morikawa'. why? it is nontan and that's why. why do you think i even bother listening to it?
let's just say i am biased so i was like on standby when sugiyama is not out and switched back on when nontan's voice floats in.

however, i love the first track. the conversation between the brothers just makes me laugh.
it started with 'morikawa' screaming at 'hiyama' to go back and never come back to persuade him to open a shop in the department store again. (because he was molested there) then morikawa shout at sugiyama to bring the salt out.

morikawa: rinki, bring the salt over. it is over there, right?
sugiyama: heh? if you want salt. we have some expensive ones that just arrive today. you sure you want to use them?
morikawa: eh! then sugar is fine too. just hurry up.
sugiyama: hmm... if you do throw sugar, it will attracts ants to the front of the shop. i suggest you better don't do that.
morikawa: damn! i get it, okay!

the whole time, sugiyama used this 'i see but i don't care' tone just makes me laugh. half of it is because i think sugiyama did a great job with that voice. the other half is the younger brother's personality.... so practical. you probably think the younger brother has the upper hand in the family but no, that is the only successful time he managed to get 'hiyama' to listen.

reading the novel now. if the second book of the series ever come out as a drama cd, i am grabbing it. why? yes, the younger brother is the main pairing and sugiyama is the seiyuu!!!

hetali cd (america) preview

Fri, 23 Oct 2009 09:04:19 GMT

although i do like america's cute high pitch voice but his voice or should i say i was never and am not impressed with katsuyuki konishi's singing voice.

Japan, England's CD are great for every track. France has 1 track like i like. for america, looks like his is just plain crack....

hahaha, i am so dumb

Tue, 20 Oct 2009 05:08:27 GMT

i had a lecture on storing food and i said this really dumb thing to my friend.

well, this is what i heard. first thing first, there is this shopping street in singapore called 'orchard' because the road that runs through it is orchard road. now on the story.

lecturer: 'we need to pre-cool the fruits or any harvest. pre-cool is to remove the heat from the harvest as soon as possible. this is because once you remove the fruit, for example the apple, then put it into this nice basket of you. then you walk down the orchard slowly to look for other nice apples. the heat from the sunlight and at room temperature, it will cause increase in respiration of plant blah blah~~~'

me: 'why go to orchard (road) to buy apple?'

my friend: 'the farmer lah'

me: 'oh~~~~'

ya, this shows that even if you are listening doesn't mean you always get what the teacher means.

selfish people

Mon, 19 Oct 2009 15:01:01 GMT

seems like i am surrounded with bastards who speaks their mind too much without thinking.
even if we are all in university and university is a place that prides itself to nurture people into thinking people who can speak out loud.

but...... not brainless people who speaks without constraint. speaking their mind without considering how it hurts people is as good as not thinking either.

i bought a comic that is simply heavy everyday life. i was reading it in class and this guy (who i seriously hate because he acts big. i hate man who feel women should act small. i like to crush the pride of such men. XD)
and yes, this man.... he said it is shota-con. which i don't read and reject totally. i hate anything that uses child in a sexual way. it is simply wrong and disturbing.   then he said it is boring when i described about it to him.

i was rather pissed already. i told him to shut up and i didn't buy books for the sake of lending people. i buy comics for myself to read. i buy things i like. neither did i recommend you the book and you can just fucking shut up and read something else you like. not that i care.

ok, next is the review. XD

Title: Flat

Story: It revolves around a high school boy and his elementary cousin. no , no. not yaoi. i disagree with child sex. it is wrong.
either way, it is a really sweet story of how their interaction makes the high school boy learn that he need to consider for others before making a move. then it is the boy learning how to speak his mind as he is too quiet.

Comment: I think it is just sweet!! you might find it boring since it is slice of life and does not have crazy humor.
i personally do enjoy slow paced stories like this with a slight touch of humor. but somehow, i don't like Nana. hmmmmm

it is how one guy, who is always in his own world, change to accommodate and care more for others. then, it is about a kid whose parents are always busy. he found someone who does realize how much he has to tolerate and bear with being alone. someone who changed the way he talks and avoid any comments that will hurt him.
basically whatever i chose not to do.    i like things that contradicts me.

i won't deny that the male lead and his friends are eye candies as well.   that is if you like this artstyle as much as i do. we don't all have the same taste. this is a relatively thin way of drawing but i am not a artist. =P

interesting day

Sun, 18 Oct 2009 15:41:15 GMT

first my mum piss me off as usual. i don't know why she is such a busybody and her itchy fingers, feel like snapping them off.
why?

i helped my friend buy her DS. when i came back, i left it on the table. my mum saw it and came into my room, wanting to open it.
she went 'so rich. what you buy' and started to open the bag.

i went 'IT DOES NOT BELONG TO ME!! DON'T TOUCH IT!!!'

I could have been nicer but i am too tired to play nice. i was at my friend's house, 5 hours straight to write an essay. my back ache and my arms numbed
i have to come home to see her touching things that doesn't belong to me. .
she doesn't like me touching her stuff so what gives her rights to touch mine.
what piss me off is her first sentence is 'you are so rich.'
fucking hell i am not. this is the second reason why i don't want her to touch.
she probably wouldn't believe that i bought it for my friend first. she will think it is mine and she will say "YOU ARE SO RICH'

then she hit my butt and say 'you are so rude'

........................................................ she doesn't get the message at all. dumb.

however, there are better things for me to do than get mad. tried to get those rubber thing to cover my laptop keypad because mine is beyond hope. it is just dirty.
then the ink are off. i cannot even see the key 'A'
so i asked the shop what to do. he said 'this is the first time i seen a keypad in this state. you type very fast and a lot, right?'

ya, i am in art and social sciences after all. what do you think i do 24/7?

in the end, i need to resort to keypad stickers. quite a crazy amount of colours, need to get used to it. staring at the letters confuse me more than i don't.

what makes me laugh is he has never seen a keypad in my kind of state. lol.. is that a compliment or insult?

AHHHHH!!!

Wed, 14 Oct 2009 15:05:29 GMT

my brother just can't stop being a bitch. he just makes me so mad.

he suddenly want to stop the current internet and switch to the so-called free one with the cable tv.
it is free because it is slow like shit.

what i am angry is he just decides to do whatever he likes.
he doesn't even discuss with me. he is not the only one paying and using it.
what gives him the rights to just go ahead with his decision?
where are my rights to say no?

so i told him. 'fine. i will pay for it and you are not allowed to use the internet next time. stick your ass to aunt's house and never come back.'

gegege no kitaro live-action movie

Sat, 10 Oct 2009 15:19:49 GMT

Title: Gegege no Kitaro

Story: Kitaro is a yokai boy from the forest call gegege. Like many other yokai related stories, yokai is a group of kind-hearted of creatures but pushed far into the edges by humans. yet, they do not hate humans but learn their way to compromise with each other (initiated from the yokai side since humans cannot see them.)     however, there are always 2 sides in which some yokai are really angry and tries to take revenge or in their quest for power, they need humans as tools. kitaro will help these humans if they do ask for help through his special agency.

comment:   i usually hate and avoid live action movies made from manga of a fantasy genre as they tend to go totally wrong. many of them do. however, when i was bored, i took a stroll in the dvd shop and saw this movie. considering how hard it was to get japanese drama and movies in singapore 2 years ago due to the peak in korean craze, i was amazed to see any japanese movie and drama. eiji waltz looks just cute on the cover and so i bought the first movie.   i just finished the second movie online just now.

i wonder why the difference in mood and atmosphere for both movies? the first was like it is for kids, rather light with jokes here and there like kitaro shooting his hair off and turned bald. however, the second is just dark. the second employs all the dark and negative side of humans then slap back at you with love. the second maintain the angst till the very end when the human girl bid her farewell.

i am glad the hair stylist put in more effort in kitaro's hair in the second. the first movie is kitaro's hair is just bad.

devil may cry 4

Fri, 09 Oct 2009 03:29:18 GMT

i watched vash12349 on his play through for devil may cry 4. i think devil may cry has 1 very interesting character which is Dante.
dante is so cool. not cool as in FFVII cloud-ish type of cool who talks little and stands like a statue.
dante talks trash, acts like a child and still cool like shit. (something like america of hetalia).

he is so composed in a immature way. he loves insulting the demons and allows them to hit him which in turn insulted them more. this is because it goes like 'oh~~~~ he bit me. it's okay. i don't feel a thing.' then he just kill them in the next second. i am not kidding, he let the enemy stab him right through with his own sword or bite him till only his leg is left dangling out.
don't that just piss you off if you think you are that great but someone stronger is making fun of you by acting weak. it is like double attack.

the funniest thing is how dante kicks ass in all the boss fights cut scenes and in the final scene of him just cracks me. in his own shop, dante is reading his magazine while his two female acquaintances argues. then both of them glared at dante, wanting an answer to their argument. it is so funny how dante pulled his magazine higher. dante, who can beat demon boss like shattering watermelon, is intimidated by 2 women.

the irritating thing is the creative team gives dante so different personality in each game. first one, he has this 'i am noisy but i can be quiet too.;
then the second was like dante had his noisy self killed. the cg scenes are so quiet. the third was a very young dante and this dante is pure madness. the last dante in DMC4 is just gofty and he takes his time. he kills boss in a manner that says 'i have all the time in the world.'

ookami review

Sun, 04 Oct 2009 12:45:58 GMT

Name: Ookami/Ôkami.   (lit. wolf) which in Japanese mythology, often associated with god/ kami. so yes, basically this game is related to gods found in Shinto mythologies.

Storyline: Some idiot took out the sword that sealed a damn powerful demon (eight headed dragon) and unleashed its curse over the whole world. The world is barren like hell and a wolf statue is turned into the goddess 'Amaterasu' (Amaterasu is a sun goddess)
So you travel the world as Ammy and Issun to save or restore the world.

Comment:
Basically, I like the art style. I think it is simple but beautiful. Ammy is a gorgeous creature.

Overall, unless you get used to drawing a straight line fast enough with a Wii, you will hate this game. This game is originally designed for PS2 so yes, you can control the drawing easily with your nimble fingers. When you played this on Wii and try controlling with your arm. Well, unless you are a Chinese calligraphy master with Wii, you probably will start cursing. That is because I was cursing all day yesterday, it doesn't help better when people around me just start criticising me and laughing. It makes me feel like throwing the controller into their face. yes, i can't take criticism because i am childish.

Once you start getting used to drawing, it looks promising as a game. (that is provided you do like slow paced game.) it is a perfect game for me as i am those people who takes their own sweet time to play.     i am on the third day of the second week of The world ends with you 1 month ago and I am still am on the third day
If You prefer fast paced game like Devil May cry or Resident Evil, you should just turn around and look for other games.

My friend was complaining it is boring and I had to switched to Obscure, watching them hack on monsters. When I wanted to play again, my cousin came in and I had to go back to Obscure again. Basically, I had only managed to clear the first village. It might look like a boring game as it is a huge place in the first village and conversations are long. you need to repeat conversation as well.    i thought i got the hang of it but i have no time to make sure i did. so now school is kicking in with datelines so i can't.      and i am not going back to her house because they are so shit and i hate her bbq.
well, i bought an anti-social game so i will leave it un-played because you insulted me and i am childish. i love wasting your money.

ok, let me lose it out here. i am going to complain from here on. so yes, review ends here.

i don't have any place else to lose it up so allow me to. (you may leave)
no one listens to me and that makes me want to cry but i can't cry either. i can't shout back at them. all i did was show a pissed face or just 1 angry sentence back and everyone just gang up against me. i suddenly is the bad girl in the neighbourhood who is just let out of jail. everyone else can lose their temper and i am not allowed to? what is this unfair treatment?

I wish I have my own Wii and tv so no one can tell me what to do. I was trying to figure out this game on the first day I bought it but i couldn't even finish my tutorial because my aunt complains it is socially unfriendly and my brother complains it is boring. when i wanted to try it yesterday during a BBQ, which is a seriously bad choice, everyone just keep chipping in how lousy i am in controlling or it is boring. sigh........................ i just hates BBQ in general. i have nothing to eat and i can't even play my games.

then my friend tells me it is too ex to buy a Wii for myself. the problem now is not the money, I can always save and decide later but the problem now is no one is giving me time to play it. first my aunt, my bro then it is my friend and all my other relatives.    they even tell me the games i play on my ds is boring.............      did i buy a DS for them or for myself?        i don't get the joke if it was ever one.

why it is that i am so unappreciated by people? i am accused of being selfish and hogging (did i spell it correctly. ah heck it) the television.
my brother tells me i played it long enough when he was playing resident evil all morning, my friends played obscure and RE all afternoon.
i am so angry every single day, just like how i was in primary school when everyone call me a pig. now i am childish and hell yeah i am. i will show you how fucking selfish and childish i am. you mother fucker shits.

resident evil 4

Fri, 02 Oct 2009 09:32:47 GMT

after watching this amazing guy, i was like 'nice game. i want to play too'
on top of it, Leon is just sexy and his beautiful ass!!
but then, i underestimated how screwed i am when it comes to shooting. i shoot without aiming and when i aim, i don't reload. lol.

vash makes it look so easy. my brother and i both were like freaking panicking the whole time.
it is a very scary game. i like it.

then what is irritating is my uncle is the one who told me to choose some Wii games. my uncle bought Wii for my aunt because she wants it. however, she didn't bother playing so my uncle has to get my brother and I to play other games we want to play so in order for his Wii to worth the buying.

so.. if you want me to play, i buy games i want and i want RPG games. best that they are gore and with beautiful arts like ookami. mario cart just don't impress me.
however, my aunt complains that they are too gore and bloody violence. not good for the children who are playing. yes, yes. whatever, fuck off. you know why i am so pissed. i am helping you buy games and you are complaining. the worse is she is not even playing them and the kids she is talking about hardly appear. i am the one who is playing her Wii more.

irritating. they just piss me off. you want kiddy games like mario cart then i will make sure i won't touch your Wii because i rather watch vash and his epic moves.

irritating

Wed, 30 Sep 2009 12:05:35 GMT

one thing i hate most is people touching my face and anywhere around the hips. not because i am tickish (which i am) but i just don't like it. why? hands are dirty so no touching my face where pimples can pop out.
then it is the hip. mainly because i will jump. shoulders are fine but my mum don't get the message.

i came back from school from a long long day and a shit day with japanese mid term test. i am rather pissed since i might failed since the summary part will probably flunk me.

so i came into the house after a long ride stuck in the traffic jam. i just want to sit down and watch resident evil 4 walkthrough. i want to see leon and his sexy butt. then my ass mum decided to be a nuisance. what she did?
she decided to touch my stomach and said 'you are getting fat. there is a stomach.'
'don't touch me'

fat................ whatever. shut up.
i have been called fat all my life so no big deal. i am more interested in cholesterol level than weight.

obscure the aftermath!!!

Fri, 25 Sep 2009 16:48:18 GMT

i bought a new Wii game and it is a rpg game. i got my friend to choose it and it turn to be pretty enjoyable. the bad thing is Wii is an interactive platform and too interactive. my brother tends to forget to point the pointer away and the screen keeps spinning, spinning and spinning. *faint*

story: you are in a school in which students are used as experiments. the cause is some kind of mutant flowers and the pollen is causing the student to turn into monsters. as for the aim is 'i still don't know'
i guess it is probably to prevent more students from becoming so .

comment: i am a sadistic bastard so i love this game for its violence and blood. i have thought it is a horror game as in we will see ghosts like in fatal frame but no, you just go around hacking chunks of oily meat. nonetheless, it still makes me want to continue playing.

playing it with my brother has made it more enjoyable (although it can rather irritating as he keep repeating 'stupid game' when we get stuck) my brother doesn't like rpg because he likes mindless shooting games. however, it is still enjoyable because the two of us are perverted. there is this part where we will make one of the male character climb across the wall to get to the other side of the dorm. on the first try, we got him across.
then the two of us went 'hmmm, i want to see him drop down'
'me too. i want to see him let go too. '
so we purposely let him let go of the wall, drop down and die. =P

then half the time, my brother is clubbing me with his weapon; hockey stick and smashing windows, chairs etc.
you probably think my brother is mad. ya, he is but that is not the point. the point is his violence tendency actually solves some areas in which we get stuck. for one, we need to smash the glass to reach in and get the key or open the door. of course, most of the time he is just wasting my life point.

pretty nice game if you are strong against violence. as for graphic, not scary i would say.
stupid game will be i don't get american jokes. then the game doesn't tell you where to save. 'look for a mutated flower growing on the wall, touch it and faint. then you will asked if you want to save.'

终极三国 - K.O. 3an Guo

Thu, 24 Sep 2009 11:13:37 GMT

let me do some review again. not yaoi. yusa's new work not out yet, not interested in other yaoi drama cd.

so let's talk about

终极三国 - K.O. 3an Guo

this is a taiwan drama by a wide cast of taiwan pop singer. i got hooked to it after my brother started watching it. well, there are so many handsome guys and yes, it is a comedy.

as you can see and that you can read chinese characters, it is related to the famous novel '三国演义‘ or more like making fun of it.
either way, even if you don't know the original work, it is ok. this is because i don't either.
the story is about a bunch of people swearing to be brothers, then get together. schools having their own rules in governing and a few creating havoc. this group of brothers being righteous, tend to help a lot.

of course, i hate this group of brothers. it is true they are righteous and helpful but awfully selfish.
out all of the characters, i like cao cao and lu bu the most.
why? because they are pitiful. makes me want to pat them on the head.

i pity the for their unrequited love. AND lu bu because he seriously has no one to love him. he tries to help but no one gives him a chance to turn good. when you don't give people a chance, even if he tries his best, everything he did is a bad deed to you. so yes, i want to see that group of bastard in pain because they deserve it. why should the so called good guys who are so unkind and not forgiving live their life in luxury and peace? they don't even know other people's pain?

i say they are selfish bastards because to help their second brother get the girl, they use a drug to change her personality, making her fall for him.

poor lu bu is now evil and more people hates him. it is okay, i still like him.
cao cao is lucky. he has his family as support and smart enough not to make a wrong move.

seems like i just like to act like i am confident

Tue, 22 Sep 2009 05:26:16 GMT

because for some reason, i get confused easily by my best friend.
i have my teachers, every single one repeating in their lectures last week that this week is holiday.

however, just 1 sentence from my best friend (who is in a different university) 'is recess week next week?'

i went from 'eh..... HUH!! if my holiday this week or next week?!!'
i asked my brother and he went 'you are year 3 already. you still don't know whish week is school holiday?'

think i trust people too much. i should learn to doubt people.

when i asked my brother, he played a trick on me. he is staying at my aunt's house so i send him a message 'is school holiday this week?'
he sent back 'who are you?'
so i thought maybe he changed his number without telling me.
so i send back 'if you are not my brother, i apologize gravely'
then he say 'ya. you are year three already still don't know when is holiday.'
'.....................................asshole. stop acting like an idiot'

AHHHHH, i trust people too easily. damn!!

wow, wow

Sat, 19 Sep 2009 14:22:39 GMT

let's just say my tuition kid has just last 2 weeks to his national exam. he gave me 25 over 100 for his prelim. should i laugh or cry?

i want to cry because it shows my failure as his teacher. i want to laugh is how he managed to get such a rounded mark like an exact 1/4 of the paper. he's probably a genius in a sense

fuck off, seriously

Fri, 11 Sep 2009 13:54:11 GMT

what is seriously fucking wrong with my mum?
you like that son of a bitch so much. you can keep him.

teaching a son of a bitch tuition with no discipline at all.
he is lying from day 1 i started the tuition till today when he is still failing.

he throws a paper out of my window. (which is against the law here in singapore) and he's lucky i only live on the third floor or he killed someone, it is his fucking fault.

he walks into my house without even knocking. this is my house, not your's.
my best friend, who has visited my house for 9 years, still knock and refuse to come in until someone invites him. tells me where this child learnt all his manners because he has a different set from the norms.

then, my mum says if he is improving. lent him my manga. MY MANGA!!! MY MOST IMPORTANT THING.
and what did the fucker did? he caused the side to be all folded in. can you imagine it?
i told him he spoilt them, his first reaction was 'i didn't and not a 'sorry'. i, the owner, is saying they are spoilt and you are not apologizing.

'......................................'
then my mum comes in and lecture me that i should just give in. by his standard, it isn't spoiled.
WHY IS IT BY HIS STANDARD? WHO IS THE OWNER OF THE BOOK HERE'?
I told my mum to fuck off as well. she can take over the job as well.

she says i am not communicating with the child so that's why he is failing?
my job is a teacher, not a social worker. WHY THE FUCK I NEED TO COMMUNICATE WITH THE CHILD? HE NEED A ADVISOR, GO TO A MENTAL HOSPITAL

don't tell me he is still a kid. if he doesn't learnt now, he will always be such a goner case.

my mum is more of a fucking case as well. don't come in and disturb me in the midst of my translation to talk to me about an arrogant kid, then tell me i think i am right all the time. what is her problem? I am listening to music on earpiece means i don't want to be disturbed and she doesn't get the message? the worse is when i am studying. i am going to start locking my room from now on, you fuckers.

kuroshitsuji

Thu, 10 Sep 2009 14:47:35 GMT

let's just say i am hate and hating kuroshitsuji more and more each day.

i am sure some of you are fans but i am sure am no more.
i refuse to read the doujin of it as well. let's just say i am open to yaoi but no to incest nor child porn. that makes me rather conservative.

i am hating the original work because ciel is such an arrogant brat. from my point of view that is.
yes, yes. he is a child being thrown into misery and granted the power of a demon.
so he goes around killing people that gets into his way. he has to kill the joker of all people.
why the JOKER? JOKER was my climbing favorite.

now, i am looking forward to ciel's death. die, please.

bara no hitomi wa bakudan

Sun, 06 Sep 2009 11:54:16 GMT

i am bored and so i went re-capping all the previous uke works of yusa kouji. (on top of listening to nontan's aegi in the bus to school everyday)

ah~~~ yusa's crying voice in tsumasaki ni kiss, tenshi no naku yoru, tojikome tai no etc etc (makes me shiver with thrill)

someone told me nontan cry too much in mister romantist no koi. after listening to yusa again, crying is common for uke. even yusa's strong uke cries. why wouldn't chino senpai, our feminine uke cry?

i need to work on yusa's seme works.... sigh, kyoumi nai naa..

the thing is xueling came over and told me 'you actually have time to feel bored.'

yes, i do. i go to lectures everyday and think 'what the hell are you saying?'
because i didn't do my readings.

now to bara no hitomi wa bakudan
a 3 short stories with the same 3 seiyuu doing seme in one, uke in the other and minor in the last.
yusa is the seme in the 1st, a KY (kuuki yomenai) naive but gentle prince.

and the second story has yusa as uke. a my pace and selfish princess that fools around with woman outside and comes home to his boyfriend.
this is what i meant by powerful. he can get away with his flirtous action and still manages to make the seme stay by his side. (he actually kicks his seme off the bed in the end)
second track of the story shows the uke settling down but get jealous of his seme getting a call from a girl.
he threw a book at the seme and complains about it. (when he himself previously was fooling around)
the seme then say 'i am a gay. why would i have a girl!'
the uke ending line is 'hahaha, then don't talk to guys then.'

yusa is so good at cute uke. should be due to his voice being naturally high by guy's standard.
i wanted to say if nontan act cute, i might die laughing. BUT nontan has acted cute a lot of time on live air like naruto radio and his debut cd is a cute uke. nontan uses his high voices quite a lot but we are more familiar with his mute character call sasuke.

more of yuu chan

Tue, 01 Sep 2009 10:58:16 GMT

two new works for this month. (of course, yuuchan. as for hira, not playing attention yet.)
- くちびるに銀の彈丸 (kuchibiru ni kin no dangan) kondou takashi X yusa kouji
- 寢技には秘密がある (newaza ni wa himitsu ga aru) hatano wataru X yusa kouji

i enjoyed myself a lot with them, especially with newaza because the story is just so cute.

kuchibiru has yusa as what i mentioned before kouri no jyouou da. yusa played another very capable boss. ok, boss is not a very correct word here. can't think of a better word, mind block. either way, very capable snow queen, horrible at expressing himself but was taken by the seme in a various ways. betrayed by the seme later and the seme realizing how much he/kondou loved yusa. very dramatic way of making up. end.

newaza is just too cute from the beginning to the end. yusa is the vice captain of judo and being a man, he is helping the rehabiliation of his seme with his impotency. actually, the seme says the uke shall take responsibilty as he only react towards the uke. the uke agrees if the seme will gives him gifts from the seme's father, action actor. yusa with his playful voice and the uke's sunao no personality + hatano's cute seme as well. what i like most.

these two stories are like the two swings of a pendulum. one is very emo and cool while the other is plain cute.

game...

Fri, 28 Aug 2009 12:05:30 GMT

my friend recommended me this new rthym(however that is spelled) game
called rythm tengoku gold.

and like hell it is heaven. no, it is the unattainable heaven alright.

i opened it out and tried playing. i am never playing that game again because it piss me off, way way off.

why? because i have absolutely no sense of synchronization.
so xueling, you can play it. i will just throw it aside again like ouendan.

clearly, i have a very different definition for a GOOD game.
i want a game that i can see progression. if after 4 times, i am still stuck with 'you suck. do it again.'
then fuck off, i am not going to play this game.

The world ends with you is a great game. it has really really cool BackGround Music. i am not sure about the style but pretty much a mix of jazz, rap, hip hop and techno. the dubbed voices are really good. (i usually avoid dub but this one is fantastic)

let me train slowly as usual. finally, 2nd day of week 2. another 13 days to go. for now, let me kill for money.
joshua, my new partner. oh my, quite a cocky person. worse than neku. neku, don't lose your temper, ok.

tried kingdom hearts 358/2 today. (not really, i haven't even gotten to the part of learning the controls for fighting.)
they used 3D and not only that, you can see roxas close up. not like other DS RPG, in which you see this tiny drop running around.
this is very very good graphic when we consider this is DS we are talking about..

the two that recommended me the rythm game says world ends with you or Wārudo Desutorakushon ~Michibikareshi Ishi~ is complicated. i will say otherwise.
i guess i prefer RPG and visual novels games. rythm? get a robot to do it.
why do you think i can't play a single musical instrument.