i got back into the mood of playing kichiku megane again. you probably know i talked about it before......so why am i talking about it again?
stress is building up because exams are coming in 2 weeks time. i want to distress by watching man rape man.   simply because there are no uke yusa jobs for last month or this month at all. i am badly deprived of yusa kouji's lustful voice.......  
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and then, the last time i played this was like 3, 4 months ago and i only did 1 route out of the 31 endings. (i wasn't paying attention to what is happening in other routes.)
hence, this time instead of  midou X N. Katsuya.  i did Megane Katsuya X Midou for both Kichiku and Kichiku R.



katsuya seems sweet in the picture but.... you will shocked if you play KM. you will fully understand what is the meaning of 'men are beast'.

Let's just say megane Katsuya in Kichiku is a 100% bastard.  i thought midou is horrid in the midouXkatsuya route but megane katsuya is way worse. (ah duh! that's why the game is called 'kichiku' = brutal)

back to the topic, what he did was purely unforgivable. katsuya just does whatever he likes. he doesn't even give people a change to turn away. at the very least, midou give N. katsuya a choice that he can leave anytime.   

megane katsuya just goes around drugging people, raping midou, video taped it and threaten him with the video.
then he decided to crush midou by locking midou up for days then confess to him. ( of course, midou is already in a withdrawn state on the verge of breaking down. i am amazed that he did hear katsuya's confession.)    
one year later, midou decided he love megane katsuya too.        
(  -_-)............................ this game is totally nonsensical.  

kichiku megane R makes more sense. In Kichiku megane, M. KatsuXMidou is just intense but in R, the scenes are so sweet and soft with a complete 180 degree switch.

Kichi R starts off with  these two being a couple and co-founder of a new rising company.  M. Katsuya met up with his childhood friend who started the bullying when he was young. he became agitated and lost. he doesn't let midou know since he wouldn't want his girlfriend to see his weak side.  midou supported katsuya in his own way. despite being raped or almost fully raped, he managed to get katsuya to stop before he do anything he will regret.   (of course, we are the ones who choose if katsuya rape or do not rape the rapist back.)

i just find it so funny that megane katsuya can tame the proud and arrogant midou so much. midou display a complete different aura from the one in first game.  he still has this proud aura but not because he look down on you but simply a sense of satisfaction that you are here with him.  he doesn't seem as cold as well.  actually, as long as katsuya isn't there in KM 1, midou is any normal salaryman you see.    as KM 1 proceed, midou changed from a tiger to a cat that shiver and run at the site of M. Katsuya.

although i keep saying midou is arrogant but from the way midou work, i have to say midou just seems to be arrogant and direct it  towards Katsuya only. basically, midou works with the basic principles and rules set by the company. however, he does change accordingly to situation. the thing to note is he speaks up for his subordinates if it is not in their wrong.  an arrogant boss probably won't do anything.  he told katsuya in the face that it is katsuya who is not picking up the phone and not fujida fault that he is not informed.     M. katsuya need some anger management.