tried will o' wisp on psp and hiiro no kakera on ds. after comparing, i have to say it is better to play dating game on psp than on ds.
i am so looking forward to hakuoki now!!!

1 - graphic is clearer. ds is more blur.
2 - easier to read. the words in ds is so small, you will cry.

ds has a touch screen feature but dating games do not really full utilize it so it is pointless if all you want to see graphic and read a nice story.


overall, dating games in the end, are still the bigger the screen the better. however, i do not have a tv and ps2 to play them so a pspor pc is the best option for me.


how to play Bleach HEAT THE SOUL 6? don't give me 'just slam on the keys....'
I keep dying as ichimaru gin. they are so much easier to control in ds except ishida uryuu.
how to get his shikai or bankai out?

psp is too advanced for me. ( T-T)/

the last time i went sentosa was 9 years ago when the school brought us there for a graduation trip. so we went to the mini theme park and the beach.

sentosa was so empty then with like nothing interesting. there are a few places to play but the decoration is nothing great. unlike disneyland which the whole place is decorated to the last detail, sentosa is like a baby.

9 years later, i am back there for orientation. there is a big difference. well, singapore is seeing the importance in tourism and the pressure from neighboring countries. there is a need to do some touch up.

sentosa at night looks so much better. i, for one, will support it as i hate the sun. singapore is too hot to enjoy in the day.

i watched 'songs of the sea' which is a musical employing a lot of lights, fire, water and fog for a different experience.
when the fire works came out. i said 'ok, my 10 dollars is totally worth it now. XD'
it could do better with more colours for the other three sea creatures.

let's see what they will present us next. they can't go on with one musical forever. that is the stupidest strategy for tourism.

xueling say they should do away with ' the fake voices, the people, the stupid sea creatures' and more fire works. if we take them out, we will have the old musical fountain again which is not interesting. well, unless it is as majestic like the one in LV that shoots like 10 metres into the sky, then probably. if that happens, it lacks originality as well.

thleunice asked me if i write any stories. ya, i did. i wrote this long time ago though, like 2 years ago. can't be bothered to edit. though. if it sucks, it sure does. =P

( radio  )

my brother is a cheap skate who intends to bring his money into his grave. that is fine, i don't really care but on top of it, being arrogant is not acceptable.

i just can't believe how bitchy he is when i am the girl biologically here, not him. he is the one who started all the talks about getting a psp. he went around doing his own research on what and where to get them. then when i said i am getting it today, he said i am wasting money. he doesn't want it anymore. not that i really care if he does not. i have been thinking of getting both psp and ds for a long time to count.

then, he say i have too much money and i buy things mindlessly

mindlessly.................................

i have to agree i spend a lot on leisure but i think it is worth it totally. how can you call that mindlessly? i compare prices as well. i get my gamer friends to tell me the details. i grab my colleague to press the price down real low. that is mindless buying?

my brother and me are never kind to each other verbally so i told him 'how much more unrefined and rude can you get?'
that is your view on things, don't push it over others,
the truth is i was nicer than usual. i wanted to tell him 'how much more barbaric, arrogant and complacent can you be, trash?'

his reply was 'a lot more'
with this reply, you will realize one thing. he just want to irritate me and that's all. his entertainment is to get me angry. what a sad fellow he is.
in other words, not only he is arrogant over his head, he has a narrow view of the world and he is a pervert that the world will do better without him. 

this feels so good to insult him. i am such a low and sly person. LOL. 

i think i insulted that child too much. i don't get why he likes to brag so much.........

let's just forget about his lack of concentration but i realize just how much that kid likes to brag.

one month ago, he suddenly tell me 'i have a psp.'
'...........................................oh......sounds good..........................' 

then he was telling me his family is rich.............................

today, he suddenly talked about 'ghosts' and asked if i met one before. of course, i didn't.
then he said he did and i told him to describe it, which he can't. in other words, it is a lie he did.
i told him 'sounds fun'
then he went on saying i shouldn't say that and conclude i am scare of ghosts................................................how did he came to such a conclusion?
ya, he is right. i am scared of ghosts. i always felt there is no reason to mess with spiritual stuff if you want to live.

just teaching him for 2 months only. there are 2 areas of his personality he will need to change. he talks like an idiot but thinks he is smart. ok.......... he thinks he is brave. ya, it is what we called 'muscle brain', people........................

my mum told me i insulted him too much so his bragging is his only way to make it seem like he is better than that.
sigh.....................bragging just make him seems more dumb only and make me look down on him more.

you want me to praise you then at the very least, do your mental sum correctly.

yuuchan is so busy in the BL world as both seme and uke, this drama cd is one of the few that the uke bully the seme a lot. (for yusa case, not that rare. his uke has the upper hand most of the time except the *toot* *toot*) 

i like how yusa's uke are so independent, cute and sexy!!

this time the uke doesn't bully with force feeding the seme's most disliked food, it is by ghost stories. when i listened to it, i cannot help but recall my brother and my cousin's reaction to ghost movies. their reactions and the seme's are around the same. LOL. ( story and comment )

this is the full translation. ya, i got nothing better to do but show off......

either way, not 100% correct. there are a few vocabulary i couldn't catch and couldn't find so i went for a meaning that is like the whole feel of the sentence. and yes, another thing. MY ENGLISH SUCKS BIG TIME. This is Yamiyoru english, not singapore or american english so don't tell me how bad the grammar is. change it as you deem neccessary.

( translation )

what can be more disturbing than that?

as you know, i am writing for geekstrike and kenny wrote something really interesting recently or sometime ago.
seems like japanese has a new type of toilet, each time you flush, it will sigh like an old man.

then, i told kenny 'it is just disturbing like a ghost who can't leave his toilet'
he told me you can customize it.

my reaction was 'let's have it BANKAI each time.' ROFL
XD

more >>>>>>here<<<<<<<<<

i just watched transformers 2 today and i have say how much effort they have in creating a personality for each machine. i mean they are 'metals' and not human-like, it is difficult for me to even identity one from each other already, to identify their personality is even more difficult........
( spoilers )

after looking through snowmiyu yusa kouji drama cd list, i have missed 'yakyuu tengoku' because audiowiki didn't write the pairing for this drama cd. she's complaing how come yusa didn't screw himself like hirakawa did as saeki katsuya in kichime............................no, actually, yusa did once in the omake CD of big gun o motsu otoko 2. all the seme in that drama screw themselves. i didn't bother listening but it is written >>>>>here<<<<<.

either way, back to yakyuu tengoku, i straightaway rush off to listen to it. now that i am done, i have confirmed one thing. yusa kouji will always be my favorite seiyuu for the BLCD world. i can never forget how evil he was as midou in kichime but now i can only remember how adorable he is as uke. 

this is adapted from MAMAHARA Ellie sensei's manga. she is one of those rare shounen-ai mangaka.
( review )

i want to read the manga. i can't find the manga online.

the way he is living his life, he will die early. very early.

he likes outdoor activities but he does it with a great amount of stupidity.
he likes night cycling but he likes to block the path of the taxi/cab. then he was bragging about it that the the driver honke.

...........................................i told him 'you want to play with your life. go ahead but please be dead. don't come back paralyzed. i have no intention of looking after 3 person in the future. if you did, i will laugh at you everyday. look at you. you cannot do anything. what a useless thing.'

my mum was going 'there is a nicer way to tell people to be careful'


very sorry but this guy here is already 24 years old. an adult but doesn't know how to think, why should i be kind to him? he thinks his body just belongs to himself? you want to die, then repay what your parents gave you first, then die.


other than that, his diet!!! if he eats, he stuff himself like a pig. when he doesn't, he doesn't eat for 24 hours..........................this is a proclamation of war, man.

he doesn't drink enough water as well. he just piss me off.
why does people just telling me i get along very well with my brother?!

The more i listened to hirakawa's works, the more i admired nontan!!!
hira is just hot in his ecchi scenes, the same goes for yusa but the plots for hira is just....................kichiku megane-ish!!! the uke's pride is basically just trampled on, flattened and forced into a relationship whether he likes it or not...................then he will go crying 'i cannot live without him' *sob* (like hell i will do that. i hate weak uke. yusa'a uke are raped as well but they will stand up again)

so i won't write about hira just yet i need to recover from the shock though there are a few good ones. (trouble maker 1 + baka na inu hodo kawaikute)


title: Senichi Byou Monogatarias for the plot, it is very interesting. this is a good change from our normal yaoi plots. there is a STRONG character development. however, it is scary that ikkun suddenly request that after sen marry, he should continue with the same surname, then they would be put into the family grave together. sen was going 'amazing but i don't want to die yet.' LOL

i think it concluded very nicely with a fantastic BGM. i don't want it to end up romantic either. ya, i still can't agree with sibling love. it is nothing but pain and discrimination from the world.

I almost died writing it. a line by line translation is such hard work. i was replaying the tracks like ten times and mass checking with the dictionary and novel before i finish with it. 

please correct me if i get anything wrong.

( translation )

Isn't Chino just cute?

Seriously, if Tomo is not around, Chino and Arisaka's feelings will be on the opposite poles of the world. If there is a sequence, it will be sweet. That is when Tomo has gone to another university, Chino has no one to help him already.

seiyuu as seme really has the easy end of the jobs. it seems like uke does most of the work.

one is for that web i am writing for. kenny said i can write yaoi, his friends said no. die, bastards. i totally cannot accept their reason.

kenny promised me i can and this is how it turn out? i am angry that as usual, he speaks without giving much thought that he doesn't has much authority on that issue. yes, speak without thinking is his specialty. yes, i am childish to insult him so openly but he deserves it. then it is his friends. they say it is a web for the general audience. and general means a variety of things but yaoi is outside it, not very general enough...........................maybe they should change their web name from 'geek' to 'GENERAL AND STRAIGHT STRIKE. you want yaoi, get out!!! '.

yaoi is something this bad? you are living in democratic country and this is how you react to a person's rights and preference to sexuality? how nallow-minded and yes, very OBVIOUS DISCRIMINATION. very sad world view you people have.

then my mum was like 'why are you reading yaoi? that is so perverse!!!'
i gave her a cold look and told her 'there is a difference between reality and fantasy. just because i read porn or yaoi, i don't go out and rape people.......'
this is so strange coming from someone who gave birth to me by sex. don't worry, i like yaoi because they are guys. in other words, i like guys, not girls. i am not a homo. i think she is worried i might be homo since i always tell her i will never marry. i hate real life guys and i look down on guys................................
not to mention, i have never taken yaoi scenes seriously. whenever i listen to the bed scenes, i just want to laugh. i just felt that they should be more gentler to the bed. it sound like it might fall apart. (yes, i am damn good when it comes to removing the coolness and seriousness of any thing)

my classmate also suddenly message and said in japanese 'you should stop reading yaoi'
*speechless*
then i sent her a message back ' i didn't know you hate yaoi so much. i won't talk to you about yaoi anymore. i am very sorry about it'
she was like ' i didn't mean that'
ya, i am nicer to girls because they are more polite in speech. i treat people according to how they treat me. you treat me like i am an idiot than you rest assured i will treat you like dirt.

the weird thing is i never talked to her about yaoi before. i just happened to tell her 'how cute nontan is when he doesn't know if he is voicing for uke or whatever'. it started with a bleach topic when i said i like ishida for the seiyuu.
i always avoid the yaoi topic with her because i know she is not interested but this kind of reaction like i am some kind of pervert. hmmm...........

let me blame 2 specific areas that pepole are acting like this towards homo. one is religion and the other is the law based on morales written in those religion............................................so in the end, religion is the worse thing in this world. just die off, please.

seriously, who is the one singing for the america group when they are roasting marshmallow?

i was thinking it is england as america suddenly turn around and said he felt that they are summoning a devil. only england does occult stuff that very earnestly. however, that doesn't sound like nontan's singing voice.

is it russia? russia is a real S.